do i even have a sense of humour anymore or do i just laugh at badly worded sentences


i push people away because: 

  • i know that they will leave me anyway
  • i think they just feel sorry for me
  • i think they don’t actually care and they’re just pretending
  • i’m scared of hurting them
  • i’m scared of being hurt by them

i fucking hate how nervous people make me like i can’t even walk down the road without feeling judged and that is just ridiculous 

"Most things about me are hard to explain, I guess, like how I’m mostly delusional and live in a half-imaginary world but am also a realist to the core. I’m just a bunch of contradictions most of the time and I don’t like it, but I also do."
- Marianna Paige (via thegayyestone)